basically , i've been busy with school,
&i'm really really tired!!!

&i've been feeling tired,
and have been sleeping super early!which is so unlike me! D;

oh yah , was rly happy and bubbly at first,
but now the emo blues are sinking in, &i really dont know what to do .

suddenly got bored and lonely and felt like having a bf .
HAHAHAHA, but it's so complicated that i'm kinda lazy.

oh yah, i've always been LATE for classes. sigh .
there goes my punctuallity, seriously, i think the system is not rly fair =/

school stuff is really complicated too =/
maybe clicks around, and i don't rly feel that i can blend in well..

they are nice people, but different people have different personalities and thinkings. arghs, nvermind, i'm trying my best.

on thurday, went to eat sakae sushi with becca,jas,randy,amanda,sharon,&shenqi, its was shenqi's treat, thanks!(:

besides that, i was rly moody for the past few days...
arghs, need to find an alternative!

i just need to know that you care ,
&for you to be there for me .

anyway, uncle hendry passed away,
gotta go for the funeral later on ..

although i can't remember much,
he used to dote and play with me when i was a kid..

it's the thought that counts , really .
r.i.p =/

 school, school, school, everyday .
 sick, sick, sick, everyday .

i feel super disturbed,
having moodswings too! i think, gah~

watched "The Box" at ps in the evening,
with sharon, rebecca, &milk.

LOL, damn funny sia,
it's a inside joke &i think others proberbly won't get it but..

while waiting for me as i was in the toilet, those 2 girls and 1 guy ,
decided to wait for me in the handicap toilet,

somore that toilet, quite quiet one,
it's the one opposite the mrt by the way .

so, the 2 girls came out first, the guy waited for awhile,then came out,
&a malay guy saw . then the malay guy said to the guy ..

"Lucky You", and reached his hand out for a handshake.
then the guy just pushed his hand away,

damn funny sia! rofl .
seriously it made my day LOL.

 tuesday was the most boring day of school so far .
i dont know why , it was just quiet and boring! D;

&had stomach pains throughout , gah!
oh yah , went bugis with shamini and priweeta, cabbed back 31$ wtf.

and, its a freaking 3 am now,
was rolling in my bed til i fell asleep to early, and up at the wrong time!

 school school school, school everyday! hahas.
so its saturday now x)

been really tired! like super!
hahas, oh wells, im really happy now ((: hahas.

made new friends and stuff,
and had lots of laughters!

went to dhouby with rebecca and met marvin there
watched "the tooth fairy" @cathay, its retarded and mad funny! hahas

then slack slack , and went back at night.
was mad tired D;

okies, going to tmcc later,
celebrate my grandad's bday. ciaos!

went to orchard with vernie darling on sat, 
then to batok as she needed a haircut .

sleeezed my way throught sunday ,
im mad tired! still sick D; although much better then previously .

&seriously OMG la!!
went to school and saw many familiar faces ,gah .

super unexpected, like, why are they here?
hahahhaa, seriously , out of all places. wow.

alrights erm, school ended rly late like wtf .
and its going to end even later tml , goodlucks man

okay , all the best,
im screwed, bye!

 after a good long holiday ,
i usually would be quite in a good mood for a while,

stuff like emo etc , usually only happens when i come back from my holiday,
therefore it seems or is that all my problems are here! lol!

source of error! i found it.
but as for now, im still living here, don't know how to solve these errors.

have been rotting at home this weeek!
its mad, i cant stay at home for too long also .

went to find verna yesterday , stayed at her house,
sent marcia home,walked around the park, LOL. then decided go to yewtee

bought my eyelash glue(tried a diff brand, hopefully its good), sigh .
and contact lens solution ,

gah, i still need to buy lens online,
and fucking shit, school is starting next monday )):

its really sad! 9-4.30, mummy! just kill me!
orientation 3 days! x(( i've got no friends there, it's pretty sad..

hopefully no babarians etc there, gah .~
so yeah, i can imagine how lonely i would be already )):

oh yah , felt so happy and slept so soundly as i drank with ivan while talking about some matters, sighs.. so much things that needs to be concerned.

anyway , i just came back from vernie's house,
coz she needed go cso, and im still very tired now. ciaos!

 yepp, i have not been blogging for a few days,
but i'm blogging now okay ((: with pictures too!

i know i'm very ugly luh ...
but too bad okay , if you dont like it, then scram~! i dont bloody care.















it's monday, 11 jan, yep, people who took the O lvl papers proberbly got their results already ...

anyway, met jane yesterday ,
watched the movie "Old Dogs" at cine.

jane said the movie was quite funny .
i said, you laugh to whole movie still say quite funny.. lol .

then after, her bf and dan came,
had dinner at burger king, then went home.

the day before,  went to somerset also ,
met dude at 313 for awhile, then went back to yewtee to verna's house,

stayed until 3,as ivan came to talk things out with verna,
thus i went back .

oh yah, and i stayed over at vernie's house last thursday ,
and friday evening, met for awhile , til night, then went home.

 i feel so darn moody these days.
maybe its because of pms stuff. oh wells.

i feel so fat, short, ugly, tan, and what else?
yes, its all true)):

who ask my mother to give birth to me like that??
sighh. okay, maybe not her fault, its my sad fate alrights?

feel so stupid now also ..
and lonely! sigh .

i really dont know, what school and the following days of my life would turn up to be.. comon, just think of it...

i have spent,... how many years in MGS?
since primary one okays!!

so yeah, im glad that finally, i'm out of this shit,
which is why im enjoying life so much more now..

but, it's no neccessary that things would get better in my new school,
well, i fucking hope it does ! arghs.

&i feel so bloody stupid now,
lets compare...

from a good school, which has a good name, but everything inside is screwed up , well, to a private school ..

whatever it is, comon , it's still the same O lvl cert we want right?
&it would be the same paper we would be taking right??

therefore, from 8 subjects, im now taking 5 .
you tell me if i would feel stupid not??!

pure sciences, has now become combined science.
full history , has now become elective history .
my math(s), from Amath and Emath, i'm not left with Emath.
&chinese and english would be standard .

yep , now left with 5 bloody subjects,
which depth is now cut by half! wow!

okay, regardless,  what is done, is done now,
and so what if i'm only taking 5?

well, i have to say, "HAHA".
this is so as , well, my subjects are much easier now!

&who cares how many subjects you take?
you would only feel more stressed up,

plus, at the end of the day, only 5 , or maybe 6(if you are planning for jc)
would be counted to your L1R4/5.

yepps. &it would be the SAME O'lvl cert we would be getting!
so, the question is, why do so much unnessary stuff?

come on, nobody is going to acknowlegde so much of your hard work,
even if they do, it would soon be forgetten quickly.

how far can a O lvl cert bring you these days?
you still need to go to poly,jc , or maybe something else, ..

then go to university, and get a degree!
yes, it's that hetic right??

even now, with a degree, it's still not easy to get a job!
even if you do get a job ? how well paid can you be??

you won't be able to earn at least 5k every month right??
gahh~, anyway,my point is,at the end of the day,

IT WOULD BE THE SAME O LEVEL CERT FOR NOW.
so actually , i'm pretty glad that it would actually be easier for me..

&i would be laughing my ass off if i have better grades then others,
cox they would be slogging their asses off! goodlucks dude! lol.

 basically, i'm still sick .
even stayed at home during my birthday, omg -.-

anyway, met vernie and marcia,went to to np open house just now,
walked til want to die to MGS, then got scolded like nobody's businness..

oh yah! saw sok sok, and sok meh, and lisa..
when i was walking in the school gate, hahah.

after that, joel came, and we all went timah .
played pool , and they went mac donals.

then took a bus back home, dump all my stupid books at home.
&now im at vernie's house with my laptop.

alrights, going down to buy my lunch now!
tata~